'Life is pretty awesome! Haha yeah it is!' Were the words going on in my mind! Got a new electric guitar! Although I spent all my pocket money on it! Hahah! But I'm quite happy to spend on it! Haha 

So did I find my grove back? No more tired matches of football, no more sitting in my room and wondering what have I got to do with the society and all that stuff!,no more nights of frustation?!,no more thoughts regarding weather I'll actually be able to have that cutting edge! And much more blah blah stuff! Haha!.

It was all going well for me! The schedule I made for myself was pretty tiring but I was enjoying every second of it! College,gym,guitar classes,drum classes and then the practice and studies in the midnight! Haha! It was like I found myself again! I found that drive, that determination!, that hunger!, I was pretty happy! 

But then I realized it was all because of the new electric guitar I bought! Aah love! Thanks a lot! 😘 you'll always be my first love, and no one else can take your place! Not even a real life love! Haha yeah! You are my best friend, my go to solution! Thanks a lot again,Love! 

So back to the daily routine now! Back to the old schedule,a schedule which I created! Hahah i'm the creator o yeah! 

College,Gym,guitar classes,drum classes then the practice! Then sometimes Rubik's cube! Yes,this is my schedule! I like it, I follow it! 

Sometimes it makes me feel a bit...maker me feel as if...like I'm bounded to this! People may start to think like, "yeah this guy hasn't got any social life!"

Umm I never show my emotions on my face though! People won't think like that about me!,or they might as well! Whatever I don't care! Hahaha

I never ever watch movies, if I had to count the number of movies I watched till now,then...ummm..Transformers, spiderman,yeh jawaani hai deewani,kabhi khushi kabhi gam...and...yeah 3 idiots! Maybe like 10 movies that's it! Haha I hate watching movies, I can't help it! Hahaha 

Yeh jawaani hai Deewani, Im like the character Naina(played by deepika padukone) haha yes, she's a girl! But people can be the same,even though they are different genders?! Yes they can be! Haha so I'm the Guy naina! Hahaha Shrikant! 

Another reason which makes me think so is that, I can be the guy if I chose to flirting,roaming around, going to pubs,getting involved in short fights,forming a group of brothers hahaha,borrowing money from dad for some shitty reason and spending that for some other, in short having a social life which every guy thinks is cool and every guy wants to have apart from getting good grades in college..and blah blah! 

And people may not like me for having this mindset! Fair enough! Haha im strong enough to face the criticism,though no one would tell me on the face though! They may bitch about me and try to be a good, kind hearted person! 

After writing all this shit, suddenly what came across my mind is that..haha I've never really been to face that criticism...this is what I think! Haha I think a lot, and I can't help it! Hahaha 

But I'm not the Guy Naina! And what me thinks so is that, she finally did change her social life, didnt she?!hahaha She finally became a socially active girl, and that's because she loved a socially active guy! Haha seems a bit strange but that's what love does to you! And I think I'm not the chatacter in the end! And somewhere in the world there will be a socially not so active girl wanting a socially not so active guy?! Haha maybe yes! Or maybe not! But I can't help myself! I love my life, I love my rules and I love the criticism! Hahaha( I say it again,not that I've faced it often) Maybe when I'll be living my dream,then I'll be a bit more.....naah! I'll be the same guy! Case: Done and Dusted! Hahaha

Hahaha, in the midnight, after watching two matches on the trot, first one Sunderland and my beloved Arsenal! And the second one the El Classico! Real Madrid vs Barcelona! I'm very happy indeed! Arsenal won the match, my favourite player(well I like every arsenal player! Lol) Sanchez bagged a brace! And Barcelona a team I hate! Lost 1-3.

But hang on a second! this shit that I wrote in the beginning doesn't make any sense, or does it? Lol but actually it does! 

Since, I consider this as a good weekend! I'm in a good mood!.

My schedule just kills me off! I want to take a break but I can't! But the truth is I don't want to take a break! I hardly have an hour to spare! But i like this busy schedule! It...it makes me feel proud! Lol. Gives me a feeling...makes me feel that I'm doing something good! Makes me feel like..it reminds me of my dream! When I'll be walking..blah blah and the shit goes on! And I admire that shit! Lol (I've used that word way too many times now!) 

So my life gave me a new motivation! 

But hey! If chasing your dreams would be that easy, then everyone would be chasing their dreams rather than others  dreams! The ones who actually made it! It's...it's like being on the treatment table all the time..and you have to swallow those medicines that you don't like..but you have no other choice! Otherwise you will no longer be alive! Same thing goes here! If you can't chase your dream, you will chase others dream, and you will reach that point in your life, when you have got to keep going, wether you like it or not! Because, a small child grown up into a guy, will be a man by then! 

Since I'm happy and I'm writing a post, and because I'm happy,im wondering what has it got to do with writing a blog post and being happy? Makes no sense does it? Well yes, and no! It makes sense to me, and no sense to others! Hahahaha!  

When I'm happy I like to dance in my room, have a session with my love! And sometimes write a blog post! 

But when I'm happy, I'm not usually happy, it doesn't make any sense, but yes! I recall all the bad incidents that ever happened to me and become sad again! 

I need to find a way...find a way to become more sturdy? More focussed? Focussed on what? I need to find ways to..to feel good! I need that feel good factor back! ( I cannot play guitar all the time, even though I would like to! -_-) 

I think every teen has the same kinda problem! But again, I wanna be different than others! Blah blah blah! 

What can be my feel good factor? O yes, my love! That's the only that Im aware of as of now! Untill I find another one!( don't know what it'll be,but I'm pretty excited!)

:)

Okay,so here is the next post in my blog! But to be honest,I don't really know why am I writing this post, maybe because I'm kinda loving the new keyboard in iOS8, or maybe because I feel like writing one, I don't know! Lol

Now coming to the point though!, usually whenever a situation comes, I like to do it alone, all by myself! I don't feel like...like asking for someone's help or infact help someone! I know it's a bit strange! But really, that's what..that's what I really like to do, to be alone, and...and I don't know why! 

I make up situations in my mind, on my own! And using that instances, I think I can do it all by myself! Maybe it's right, maybe it's wrong!, I don't know! 

I go alone to anywhere I go, meet people there, and leave alone! Never do I get invloved in parties, umm maybe sometimes, but I don't like it! 

Since I think a lot, sometimes there comes across a question in my mind, am I really doing the right thing? 

Missing all the fun? Missing the freedom, missing the outings,missing the talks involving girls, being cool infront of other guys because of the number of girls he talks to? missing the vodka,whiskey and all that stuff( I hate to drink) but some people get addicted to all these stuff, maybe there's a reason for their addiction, like I'm addicted to my first love? Yes! But guitar is a completely different thing! But still an addiction is an addiction! Isn't it?

Since every guy, I don't know about girls! hey!, but everyone likes to talk to opposite gender, don't they? Forming a group, involving both girls and boys, yes it it the trend of the teenagers! 

And I don't like that too! I like roaming around alone!, listening to songs and roaming around!, with a guitar in my hands, and roaming around! Alone, entertaining myself, that's what I like to do! Yeah! 

But hey,hang on a second! Do I really like all these things? Can I really make them my so called 'addictions'? Can I really leave my Guitar? My Drums? My Rubik's cube? My love for new gadgets? Okay okay, apart from my first love, I don't really call the rest my 'addictions'! Yes, I love my drums as well, but only as a hobbie! Apart from that, I left all other hobbies! When I say hobbies, I say the chess,and the others mentioned above, blah blah blah and all that! Why? I don't know! 

I heard someone somewhere someday saying you have got to learn to love the toughest thing in the world, that is to standing alone in...in front of the crowd, in...in situations in life where all you have got is to stand alone and fight!

Maybe I heard him, maybe not, I don't know! 

:)

Okay,so the sequel now ! 

A dream too big ! What does it actually mean ? To me ? To my personal life ? To my ambitions ? Yah !

So yesterday,i was watching a movie,and since i wrote about after life,or like another life if i do have one,in the end of my previous post,it made me think as to wether i can relate myself or not !

And i was watching another movie,kabhi khushi kabhi gam,(yes i agree too old movie it is,but sometimes this is what happens when sadness or what do you call dissatisfaction ? meets boredom,you spit out all the thoughts which you are discontent with),and yes these are the words coming out from the guy who used to hate watching movies !

So what exactly do i want ? Why am i so depressed which even made me quit watching and playing football,stop playing Fifa,stop getting updated with latest softwares,stop me going to parties,stop playing chess to the extent that...that i don't even remember my secret moves...which..which were stored in a locker..in my mind..where i never thought would get stolen !(i will never stop playing Guitar though ! My First Love it is ! )

This is the age to enjoy all this ? No ?!

This is the period of our lives,where everything we do,we do with our choice,where we start to gain freedom,so why have i chosen to become,or continue to be a home sick child ? (To be honest,i was always one !) 

So it all started with a movie,right ! So,i was watching kabhi khushi kabhi gam,and Shahrukh khan,steps down from a helicopter,runs and enters the house where everyone was waiting to see him,after 4 years of studies from the United States,one more person who was waiting probably more than all the other people combined was ? Yes his mother !

And,because Shahrukh khan,the so called "hero" had become a successful man ! She was very proud indeed !

She was proud that her son,was no longer a boy,he was a man ! She was proud that the boy who saw his dad go to office,will now follow his footsteps as well,she was proud that her son,not only did he promise her,but fulfilled his promise too ! 

So what do i dream exactly ?

Well,i dream of completing my masters and Phd from Harvard University ! 

Despite the problem not being the financial one,which puts many people off the starting line,something pulls me back !

And if the problem isn't money,then what is it ?

Okay,i still remember,why won't i ?

my parents gifted me an iPhone 5S on my 19th birthday ! And an iPhone 5 on my 18th birthday,and an iPhone 4S on 17th !

Everytime next iPhone came,i had it in my hands to test it out ! 

And because of this mere reason,something is meant to be returned to them ! No ?!

Because,i never really had that winning feeling,that feeling which instills confidence into a person,that feeling which makes you...makes you feel proud,that proud feeling that makes my heart heavy,that weighed heart which brings happiness,and that happiness which brings that smile onto their faces !

From these 19 longs years,i came to know...well..there will never be a place for a soft hearted boy..or rather a soft hearted man now !

I was one too ! A boy...well..i never really intend to make mistakes,and i still find myself with false reputations and..the worst part,without even a best friend uptill now ! Not in school,not in college,not in my society,not in my guitar classes,nowhere did i find a friend with whom i can be comfortable with ! Maybe i'm too boring ?! Maybe i'm dumb enough ? 

(Umm yah,83.5% in boards isn't much of an achievement,or is it ?!)

Never did i have,or was a favourite student for a teacher,never did i hear from a teacher saying "Shrikant,my hopes are pinned upon you ! So best of luck !" 

Yah,there were better options ofcourse !

Never did i hear someone saying,"you are really good at this" !.

All i do is cry for a while(yes,i do cry sometimes) and sleep !

Since it took me 2 long days to write this post,i decided not to write the next sequel till the day...the day when 

"Wind will flow,world will stand still,everyone will watch me walk on the biggest stage of all(and i don't know what the stage is) with my pHD degree in one hand and my first love in another" !.

If the sequel "A Dream Too Big?:Not Anymore"doesn't come,it won't make me sad,since i have nothing to lose now !

But if it does come come,i'll be the first one to cry before my parents do,after seeing them smile ! :).

Umm,coming to my room,sitting near my study table,in front of my laptop and wondering how long it has been since i wrote a new blog post ! But really, this post,when i thought about writing it doesn't really make me feel to write one,but anyway,i'll write it down ! 

Dreams,everyone has dreams ! Want to be good in this, blah blah blah !

But,i had a dream too,not really a dream,an obsession maybe ? Or a passion ? Whatever !

So before writing this post,i saw a show,a show where people,mostly teenagers come up,and show their talent to the people around the world,a boy won the show,and hands down ! He was the deserving winner ! but hang on ! Hang on ! What i also saw there were two people clapping their hearts out of happiness,joy and tears of proud moments their son has produced ! Yes they where his parents ! And just when he was called upon to collect his award,he thanked his mother and father ! And the smile on the faces of his parents,ahh priceless !

After claiming the award,he pointed that to them ! ^_^

Everytime,i see my peer or a teenager of my age alike, lift a trophy,win something,i feel bad,not because i lost,not because i cudn't claim few rewards,not just because i'm not famous in and around my friends circle,not just because that award won't fetch me 200 likes on facebook ! just because i wasn't able to see that smile on their faces,that proud moment which cud've made my parents so haappy !

After evaluating my progress till now i've made,well i've hardly produced any such moment for my parents to be proud of !

I remember, i played in my school soccer team,inter house ! I was in Shivam house,and we lost in the semi-finals. When i came back home,dad asked "hey son how was your match ? How many goals did you score ? You won the match ?"

I said(in a sour tone) "nah we lost the match " 

"Satyam house won !"

And suddenly,both of them said,atleast u got to the semi's !

Then,i got selected for an Inter-School skit play competition ! 

Sumeda ma'am,my favourite teacher till now, I was the monitor of the class then ! Back when i was in class 8 ! The whole class wished me good luck ! And before leaving home,mother said,"don't worry,you win or lose,we're always with you ! "

I reached Birla Vidya School in Delhi,waited for a while,and finally our chance came ! I saw others performing and was a bit nervous ! We performed well,and during the play,there was a time when i had to change my clothes,and after changing,i felt a bit uncomfortable,till then what was going so good,slightly became a bit dubious for me ! And,we came third in that competition !

All i got was a certificate to show for it !

Next,i was chosen to represent my school in class 11,in Inter-school Techno Quiz ! Sophia ma'am gave me that oportunity !

We visited Khaitan public school !

I and my class mate gone their,qualified for round 2,then round 3,but crumbled in the final round !

I still remeber that day, and after i came back to school at 2:10 to board for my van with sister, i came to know, i had scored the third highest marks in chemistry exam ! I quickly got over the disappointment !

But, all i got was a certificate !

Then,in college first year,things finally were looking like they were to change !

I and my fellow mates,gone to shaheed Shagat Singh college,in a Fifa 14 competiton ! First up was the round of 64,all four of us had cleared the first hurdle ! *sigh of relief*

Then up next was the round of 32,and all my three mates were eliminated except for me ! 

I had progressed to the round of 16,and out of sheer joy,i texted my mom and dad that i'm into the last 16 !

.....and i lost there ! 0-2 !

Other guy shouting

"Yeah man,i won" 

"Into the quarter finals"

I was 3 matches away from the final !

And when i returned home,once again with a familiar feeling,i quickly went into my room, i heard my dad saying to my mom

"Dear,trust me our son will win this,he's too good at this"

And also heard mom saying

"Haha yes,he's clever but never applies that into practice"

And then they saw me in my room a while after,amd asked me what happend ?

I said "ah i lost !"

And again,they were the first ones to make me feel better !

Then,next i got selected for the Techno-Debate this time,in Acharya Narendra Dev college !

Round 1,every one was given a topic to speak in for or against the motion,i chose for the motion,and the topic was

"Has iOS 7 finally overtaken android ?"

I spoke,and progressed to the next round,

Round 2 !

And,well there aren't any prizes for guessing,if one read my post till here,i lost ! And had i qualified there,i cud've been into finals !

Back when,i was a kid of 8 or 9 years old,i dreamt of,well, i dreamt of everything opposite that has happend to me !

Now,i neither have that obsession or that adrenaline rush in me which will push me to try for further things !

Also,i wished to study abroad after my schooling,but there again, i felt short,only a bit for the University of my dreams,yes Harvard University !

..and the last thing i wanted before leaving for my college,i wanted to stand in front of my teachers and fellow mates on stage,and giving a farewell speech ! 

..and that dream was too big as well for me ! All i did,was watch from the sidelines, and clap for them who all made it !

While i was dancing on the floor,the so called "priviliged ones were doing that on stage" and yes ! I do rate them higher,all of them,who made it to the stage !

And,wish had i been one of them too !

So after all my struggles,after all the inspirational quotes,after all the sayings,and everything that has happend to me uptill now !

I often think, i may not be good enough for all that ?! Maybe,had someone else got that many opportunities as i did ! Maybe he may have suceeded !

I am not a good son ! And i'm too shy to say in front of you both,so i thought i can write a blog on that !

Sorry Mom ! Sorry Dad !

And,if there is another life destined for me, i wish, i reborned as a child of yours,and maybe then,i can bring that smile on your faces ! :)

Yesterday..i saw a boy,a boy who was a bit dubious,a boy who's eyes..as if they are ready to ask...in fact beg for some help..a boy who was good in everything..but master of none, a boy who helped everyone but received only a tinge of it in return ! a boy who was vehement..yes he was ! but feared to express be it in anything, feared the world.."what would everyone think..? "they'll make a fun of me ! " "nah not this time" were often his thoughts..be it any situation,be it a football match,be it dancing,singing..anything...anything he came across..he backed it off ! Self esteem..well ones who studied Behavioural Science..may understand it better ! Lol...if a rating were to be given to it...3 or 4 might be the outcome !




we live in a world..everyone will agree i think..where there are two options for an individual : first is...be the best..to beat the best !
and second become strong enough to see others succeed !
and guess what ? the boy had none of the options at his disposal ! he neither was best ! nor was strong enough to face the criticism ! when i talk about..strong..it's the personality of course..it's what matters most i think ! not the physical presence ! and when i talk about criticism..it is...when people bitch about you..when the crowd throw stones at you in a concert..when people boo you in a ramp walk..when people make fun of you ! when seniors rag you ! when people reject your good deeds ! when people ignore you ! when neighbors make fun of you..compare you with their son...when your mom dad are ashamed of you when you come last in an exam ! that's when we are meant to be strong....no ?!
only a hand full of people were there who spotted his talents ! and two of them were his mom and dad !(no brainer lol) A mother always admires her child no matter how inferior he might be to others ! and a dad always encourages his Son..and prepares his kid to become sturdy ! to face and defeat his peers..in an amicable way of course !
Since he was so timid..he never really had the curiosity to get dressed up nicely ! one day...walking along a street ! met his friends ! his peers said to him.."hey ! you little piece of shit !" he replied "what's your problem mate ahn ?!" (tone a bit low and petrified !)
and he got a battering..nah not a beating from them...but words are more than enough to do that ! and what did he got ?!
""dressed like an old man ! and talks like Robert Downey,Jr !" He was upset..tried to even die ! Go away from this uncompromising world..but the smile of his mother..the passion for his dad...effection towards his loved ones...just..just stopped him !
were all his friends better than him...were all of them The Best ? were all of them...the masters of their generation..one the best scholar..another best guitarist..the best drummer...best footballer...best artist..best photographer ?best writer..best cricketer ?best actor..best sprinter ? He used to think !!..but confidence...he lacked it ! 

best in everything ahn ? no one is !! yes no one ! Everyday he saw his peers...running away to their parents with trophies.."hey mom i won this..dad i won that !" 

"I wad the best athlete !"

"I won this competition dad !"

"Mom...won the best artist award !"

 Their parents saying.." thats more like it my son !"

"Ahn..you surely are my son !"

He wanted to experience it too ! People..shouting his name...his baners,posters..everywhere...he walking ..with the...parents seeing..his teachers..friends..family members ...everyone !.maybe..his dream was too big ! If not..his fear to achieve it surely was !

but one thing he sure had..was a screaming voice craving for an fortuity ! ...the little boy who is trapped inside a world....a world created  by he himself...a world full of fear..a companion less world where all it did contain..was he and himself and his trepidation ! a trepidation of the opinions...of the disdain looks..of the nugatory comments !





then one day ! he met an old man...on the street...telling a person...a lesson..he gone there..sat behind them..found it interesting !he started listening to him !

if you can talk to the crowds and keep your virtue;

or walk with the king,nor loose the common touch;

if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;

if all men count with you but none too much;

if you can fill the unforgiving minute;

with sixty seconds worth of distance run;

Your's is the earth,and everything that's in it ;

And which is more-You'll be a Man-My Son ! ;

these lines turned out to be such inspiring to him...magic lines !  He thought about these lines..cried..at first ! Spitted out his anger ! Thought.."why always me ?!" 

He suddenly found...his head..under the hand..of the orator..the old guy ! He said...i hope you listened it as well my boy !!! ..but he recaptulated the moments..moments of love..moments of joy...moments of passion...everyday fights with his siblings...the storied told by his grandma..the will to become a reason for the smile behind his parents...who barely asked anything but his smile in return ! nah not the same guy..who backed everythng..nah not anymore ! the same old dressed guy suddenly became the Brad Pitt in front of the people !..the same guy good in everything...became the master(no one is though)...yeah..who likes a boring guy these days..not their fault really..the people..the crowd.. !! but it wasn't his fault either !! who's fault it was ?.. well..i don't know !(Lol)..but he was trapped in his depressed mind ! maybe..his mind's fault it was !! suddenly..amended comments..he got..were..."hey man..wassup ?" his reply "nothing man ! i've got to go !..nice meeting you" since he experienced it all..when it comes to discomfort ! he wasn't the one to repeat that to others !
he was now a Man....a man..grown up to his strengths...knowing his weaknesses..the experience of rejection..the boo's....the scoldings..the ashamed moments..the defeats...all of them..which made him stronger...better...!

and the lesson..was told by a person..whom he knew already..meets him everyday..plays with him..kills his boredom...yes his Grand Pa..to his Dad..he listened...put into practice..and changed his world !! And every time he see's a new challenge..five words ring to his ears ! "you'll be a Man-My son !"

Ps: this post has no relevence what so ever to real life ! Lol !

Almighty !

God..a familiar word isn't it..?In fact more than familiar..!! Whenever someone says..i'm a believer in God..whenever we see a priest..or some religious people..what's the first reaction we get ? We think Oo man...he/she should be given respect..!Because we think he/she is doing the right thing by praying to God !.
But then again...we also come across people who are Atheists...who never ever believe in God...!They might not get the uttermost respect..but they don't get the stick from others either..!!Everyone is so busy with their lives nowadays..who cares what others think..and that too about a topic which doesn't even involve them..?!But what does it actually mean to all of us..?!Do we pray just for the sake of profitable returns..? Or do we actually Pray for peace..?!

Really ?

For some people or mostly the general consensus among people...God is like..it's like everything to them...they praise him if they succeed...keep on organizing devotional events...form clubs involving these kind of people...!They are the so called Theists.They can do virtually everything for the sake of God...even donate huge amounts of sum for building temples etc..!But these all things are only possible for the rich..aren't they..?The cycle goes like this..
Rich people donate money...help the associations..when they succeed,because they themselves worked hard..but they often tend to say.."All because of the almighty" !!.Because they are already rich..what else do they want now..? Fame..yes Fame is what they want..not everyone..no offence..but most of them surely do..and God is the ultimate way to get that..!!.But what about a poor guy..who is a theist as well..?! Does he also want fame..?Can he be able to live a peaceful and luxurious life just because he believes in God let alone donating huge amounts of money..?!The answer is No !!.There's a common saying about God's Blessing :

Don't worry,god is never blind to your tears,never deaf to your prayers and never silent to your pains !!.

So..if this is the case..then why do we find hundreds of beggars outside just for the sake of two full meals a day..?!Aren't they feeling the pain..?!Pain of hunger..pain of weakness..?!!And on the other hand why do we hear the news about corruption,black money..!?What have they done so good..to be awarded with such wealth which poor people can never ever think about it..?! No one knows the answer..!!

Wish i could !!?

But what i feel is...Nowadays..God is just the source of putting our burdens..!!Just a mere excuse to escape the exposure we get..For students..it's like..
"Hey God please make sure i get good marks in tests"
"wish i got a new mobile phone..umm Samsung galaxy S4 maybe !!"
..for adults..it's maybe like
"God make sure i can be able to get a new house,a new car"...
some woman are like "wish i get a diamond necklace on my birthday"..
.true situations these are..!!
Rather than concentrating on what we should do..we just think..lets pray to God..we'll get that..!
But the bitter fact is..we don't even know weather God is there or not...but we surely believe in the mercantilism from it though..!!
And sometimes if we do succeed...we are so Euphoric..that we tend to forget the God...!
If we were to forget God in the end..then why do we pray in the Beginning..??!! Because we fear the challenge...and tend to think..God will help us !..and save us from the failure we might face..!!!.
Well..we ourselves are dubious..!! till date i don't know weather God is there or not.....maybe because i never asked any help..not sure about others..!!.but if he's up there...shouldn't we be returning his favor by at least thanking him for the help he did to us..?!.and if he's not there..we shouldn't be asking for his help either !!!.

Better Tomorrow !

But then again..we say..The Almighty God created the World...okay..science apart..let's assume he created it..he created the violence as well ?..he created cruelty ?..there are people waking up on the other side of the world to a day of godforsaken hatreds..has he created it too..??!! Every second a new person dies..every second a child is getting a disease...every second murders are going on in this ever increasing vast world which is well on it's way to a deleterious end...and is God the one and only way to put our blame on..??!!there are so many blind people out there..they believe in God as well..but it ain't a devotional movie..or is it..?!!.where a savior..an angel comes..and heals him.. !! ..If we believe in God..he's there for us..and if we succeed..we tend to thank him...just because we believe in him..and prayed to him before...and those who do not...they live the same life as well..the ones who are rich get richer...and the ones who are poor get poorer..what can God do..?!Perform a miracle. ?!..remove the poverty..!! save our mankind..which has gone blind for money...?! Well he can't..!! We have to get on with our lives...as the old saying goes :

Never be Afraid to trust an Unknown future to a known God !!

There lies a huge meaning in this small line !!This topic can go on and on and on..but there has to be some sort of conclusion...and We...yes We are the conclusion to it...We are the ones who are to travel the journey of the life...so rather than putting the blame on God..let's put it on Ourselves..to make a better future for Us and the Society..!!

Hangout Group !!

So we are teens right..?And whats the most common Mantra..or what do you call it Trend amongst us..?Partying,Outings be it for a birthday..be it for the happiness felt..when Exams are over..or any other reason..but we want to enjoy..and we do not accept any excuses for it..!!And rightly so...this is the age to enjoy...for hangouts..!!Another Trend which most of the teens follow is yes...Flirting..it may sound a bit  unfamiliar to some..but it's what all the guys do..flirt with girls...and some girls flirt as well..but the number is a bit low..!! But where there is good..there is always a bad as well...these outings are still common amongst us..in fact more than common..!


On one hand....people flirt with each other..get on with it..,think this is what it's all about to be a teenager..and on the other hand...these flirtings lead to disappointing conclusions...so who is to blame for all these situations..??The bitter fact is...we ourselves don't know the answer to it...we ourselves don't know weather we flirt or not...we ourselves can't make up our mind...!!

Should I ?!

After some disgusting events...which recently took place in India...everyone seems to think...now a girl child must be given extra protection..extra care..!!
"Hey don't go alone..!!"
Okay I agree with it too...a girl should be given every possible right to be safe...but does that mean that now she shouldn't talk to any guy....can't guys be just friends...and if a guy is polite enough towards a girl...does that mean he is flirting...and if a girl talks to a guy....also does it mean that now she is flirting..??? Questions are many..but answers aren't..!!
It all depends on how a guy or a girl takes it into his/her account...all that matters is how you view it...your perspective is what matters most..if you have right intentions..then you don't need to fear anyone..!
There's an old saying :

Change your Thoughts...Change your World !!

Nowadays...every girl is so conscious that if a guy says hi...,talks to them...,sometimes compliments you..just because he is your classmate..or knows you...they immediately dwell into conclusions that..."he wants to flirt with me"...which I believe is a good..a very good move..in fact every girl should do that..it's better to cut the relationship in early stages...but what if the guy doesn't have those sort of intentions..?? Because of all these disgusting events..our society has become such of a kind that...if a girl takes these measures.."yeah it's good..girls should be safe..!".
And if a guy thinks the same to a girl...What will happen then..?? Nobody will believe him...So the point is...we as teenagers follow the trend which is set up nowadays...but...if somebody is mistaken for no reason at all...it hurts..even be it a guy..!!I'm not saying girls should talk to every guy she knows....but they should think twice before spotting weather a guy is a flirt or not..!!

Ooh Yess !!

One one hand...they try to be as secure as possible..and on the other hand they talk with guys...and if a polite guy...or what do you say...ones who respect girls...nowadays seems to be a flirt..!!No no not the ones who roam with girls !!...the ones who are polite..,respect girls..are considered flirts.!! Politeness/Kindness has become such a rare breed of personality that now every thinks it's a new way of Flirting..!!Sad but true it is..!! #WierdWorld

Gentlemen are those who do what they Should do not what they Want to do !! 

This sums up everything in a simple line..!!

So are they related..?

It feels like ages since i wrote my last blog..but in reality it's only been a few weeks..!Rightly so..i was so busy going to a function..then came my cousins to my home..there was hardly any time for me to write one..!So back to business now..!We all  hear the great inspiring stories..about the success of this person,that person..and about ambition too..!being a massive soccer fan it reminds me of a situation..a situation where a footballer leaves a football club for another..and if asked about the reason..he revealed he had greater ambition...yeah yeah..Robin van persie..left Arsenal(club i still support) for Man United..!But it makes me feel to wonder weather Success and Ambition are related to each other..!If there is no ambition..will there be any kind of success in his path....and if success isn't achieved..is it necessary that he/she had no ambition in him..?In a journey all that matters is the end..but is ambition a part of it.?


Some may feel it's a fair enough argument to say that without ambition there is no success...rightly so..as has been said by the great Bill Bradley:

         "Ambition is the path to Success"

 But what i feel is that ambition may be the unsung hero..but it is not the only thing that plays part in success.I feel ambition is the catalyst behind success..i totally agree..!But there are many more of them behind ambition too..!A puzzle consists of many pieces not one or two of them...is it..?!!And i consider Success to be a Puzzle..a bigg one..!A puzzle which expands or contracts depending upon the Ambition of a person...ones who want to keep moving forward may have a bigger puzzle to solve...but the hunger to move forward is what Ambition provides...at least this is what i think..!

Ambitious Fish..!

But some may say hard work is the key to Success more than anything else..!But then again hard work and ambition are related too..! Aren't they..?Without ambition how can an individual work hard enough to achieve his/her goals..?!It reminds me of another great quote this time by Bill Cosby:

"I don't know the key to success,but the key to failure is trying to please everyone else"

 And if one doesn't have ambition..this is what happens..!Sure hard work is needed for everything...but ambition provides that path..!


So for me..Success and Ambition are two words which are well and truly related with each other..!Success is not guaranteed if one keeps on dreaming...yeah yeah i want to beat Bill Gates in terms of wealth..haha..but the path is equally more challenging...!He(Bill Gates) worked hard enough for this day to come..and most importantly had an ambition as high as possible..!We can dream right..?But hard work is necessary too..!There is no substitute for it but surely has a coach called Ambition..! :-D

Underdog ?

So the word "competition" may seem a familiar word to hear....it's not our fault,it's today's world that has gone so crazy that even for a post of executive in a company,we face the so called race/competition for it.There are millions fighting out for one seat in IIT colleges in India.Ok they might get a good job(the ones who cleared IIT) but what about the rest..?Does this mean others can't surpass them in life..?

Competitive world.

According to the Theory of Evolution..only the strong shall survive in this world....maybe so,as has been proved in many situations especially in countries like India.I'm not gonna describe those disgusting situations now..!But my point is that the strong may be the bookmakers favorite to win but not all the time.And when they do loose,they loose to someone who was an underdog and what was his secret..?he had no fear...who now has become more stronger than him because of this attitude in him.And believe me all great personalities will tell you the same thing.

Albert Einstein.

But do you know what they actually thought of this competition in this world..?They followed the  exact opposite...the Theory Of Competition..yes it may sound a bit strange but it claims that:

"Just because they are strong doesn't mean they can't get their asses kicked."

To become successful in life you should have that "X" factor in you,that special thing that nobody has..and most importantly believe in ourselves because we can lose hope with our mates and carry on with our lives..but the moment we stop believing in ourselves we''ll stop moving forward in our lives in terms of success of course..!
Let's look at the great Albert Einstein..he wasn't rich,he wasn't handsome enough to go into Hollywood,but one thing he sure was that he was clever enough to notice that if you fear of this world...you'll be left behind..!He is just a mere example who followed this route,a fearless route where we can express ourselves,where there is no fear that other person is stronger than me,where there is nothing to lose...!







Sure we should be able to handle the pressure situations in our lives,but everything needs a start to begin with isn't it,even a flight requires a run way to take off.And we as people also need a run way,a support which doesn't even cost a penny,doesn't require any help of others,all that is needed is the change of view that's it.

Now this reminds me of a line:

"If you will play not to lose..you'll always end up losing but if you'll play to win you have every chance to win it."

There isn't much difference in the lines but a lot in the meaning..!Small things can make huge impacts on our lives.And a successful person is the one that gives importance to these small things and builds success on this platform.
It doesn't need any rocket science to figure it out that good studies can ensure you luxurious life in future,but the attitude it is that plays a bigger part....oohk i'm not saying without any qualifications you can have a BMW...but even with the qualifications you should be smart enough to succeed..because some things aren't learned from the books...!We should keep one thing in mind and that is:

" I Can Do It."

That's all we need..!

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.

Harry Potter series.

Harry Potter..i'm sure many of us are crazy fans of this series..and the worst part is that it came to an end.Nothing lasts forever though..but we feel we're a bit undone by it.Every time the next part was about to come the anxiety it used to build up was even on par with the hype when a new iPhone is released !.

Most of us like this series for many reasons..most of the girls like it for the lead actor..do i need to explain this..?Daniel Radcliffe most of the girls just scream like mad for him..it's their style of showing excitement though..!Some like it for the fact that good always prevails over evil..!

So lets look at what makes it such an amazing series which took the world by storm and made readers glued  and movie watchers see it again and again..i'm one of them as well though..!!



JK Rowling

Jk Rowling.

A British Novelist,her first book in this series came back in 1995,Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone.
Since then,she never looked back.It was followed by the next book in July of 1998,Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets.In 1999 came the third part of this book,Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. Then came Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince in 2000.We all know what happened since then.Order Of the Phoenix,Half Blood Prince,Deathly Hallows..but after each part curiosity kept on increasing amongst the readers. These kind of books are rarely found these days.It was a series which took the readers into completely different kind of world.A world in which there was magic..and these kind of stories need an exceptionally creative mind which she undoubtedly had.


The Plot

Good vs Bad..!

From the moment first human was created till the time when earth will no longer exist there will always be a fight between the Good and the Evil.The whole series even though has many twists and turns,many story lines,many different characters and many different places..but it was revolving around one theme..that good always prevails over evil.This is one of the many reasons this series is so popular..!Believe it or not when we watch a movie or read something when there is a fight..we always support the good...and in this series Harry to defeat the evil Voldemort..!.





Magic

Most of us get fascinated when we see a magician..don't we..?and we are keen to learn his tricks.In this series this is what it's all based on.To live in a world where you can use magic,perform spells..it's just an amazing story line...!

The Quidditch game,the spells,the special candies,magic wands,different houses in school and much much more made the readers and viewers actually believe that magic can exist if you believe in it.And the names of the characters are just printed in our minds.. aren't they..? Dumbledore,Hermione,Ron Weasley..and who can forget Voldemort..!Such kind of names and such kind of world just stick to our minds.



Friendship

Best Friends..!

We don't often find people who really care for us..and those people are the so called "Best Friends".In this series we saw this true friendship between the trio Harry,Ron and Hermione. They always stuck by each other even in the hardest of times.That's what friendship is all about...and this series is just another example of that..!Making a million friends is not a miracle..making true friends when millions are against you surely is..!

Top of the game for some time now.

Apple the name which signifies a brand,a buisness which always manages to blow others out of the water and be one step ahead in the competition.It's also is the most valuable company in the world.So what makes it so special and what does it have which others don't..?Lets look at the analysis:


Steve Jobs



The first thing that strikes in everyone's mind when one talks about apple..well there are no prizes for guessing..yes Steve Jobs.He is the mastermind who created such products with a unique design and an easy to use interface that too in 2007 which other companies are struggling to match till date.He came up with new and innovative ideas to simplify user experience and redefine smartphone experience.




iNew

Laetst version of iOS

Calm down guys it's not the latest apple product..well by now everyone of us know that apple products start with an 'i' be it an iPhone or an iPad or an iPod.But they are the first products with such names.Not only they have their unique names they have an unique user interface as well called the iOS,latest version of it being iOS6.For the first time in smartphone history apple created a personal assistant called Siri for iPhone4S(now available for iPhone 5 and iPad 3 as well)..and that took the world by storm(i've used it and believe me words can't describe it).



Classy Design

iPhone 5

Another factor which enhances an apple product is it's premium finish...be it an iPhone an iPad an iPod or even a Mac PC you will get a premium finish for sure..!one you'll love to hold.They are built of glass(mostly all of their products) and metal(i'm talking about the iPhone5) giving a perfect experience to hold one could get.From my personal experience of an iPhone 5 it does'nt get any better than this...surely at this moment.Apple claims it designs screens that are just about the perfect fit for a hand,this may angry some people who are fans of large screens like the ones of samsung galaxy note 2 which has a 5.3 inch display.But apple has a valid point as well,they say that a regular thumb can access the full screen of the present iPhone 5  but the same can't be said of galaxy note 2.

App Store

Apple app store

In today's fast moving world our smartphones can even calculate the amount of calories we've burnt in a workout.But who started it all guys..yes you've guessed it right..Apple.When it comes to applications apple is the undoubted king of it.The wide range of applications one has on offer is just awesome.It has over 8,75,000 apps and still counting.Be it children,adults,old age people there is something for everyone infact more than something.Games,magazines,books,iTunes,podcasts the list can go on and on and on...one can argue that android has apps as well but it's the quality which matters not quantity and there was never any doubt about it.

Rafael Nadal in a match in Rome Masters.

Rafael Nadal the name says it all,like Barcalona and Real Madrid in soccer isn' it...?Clay court is one of the three main types of courts in which this sport is played.And Rafael Nadal is the undoubted King of it.

Roger Federer reacts after winning a Wimbeldon Final.

First one like we all know is the Grass Court..and the undoubted master of it..no prizes for guessing..! Roger Federer. Here Wimbeldon tournament is held every year.This type of court requires suttle skill,finesse and
most important of all..players can get away with less stamina in their tanks unlike the clay court.Its purely based on skills and does'nt require any brute strenghts.

Djokovic after winning the Australian Open.

Second one is the Hard Court.Usually Australian open tournament is organised here.It's a very pacy surface.But once you adapt and have ample practice one can master it. Perfect example for it is Novak Djokovic.His recent dominance in Australian Open shows what a tennis player needs to master this court,and all that is needed is Quick thinking that's it.

Nadal after winning a point.

The Third One is Clay Court.Usually French Open is conducted here every year.So Nadal,if we compare him with Federer,he doesn't possess his fast and accurate serves.Now lets compare him to Djokovic and he can't match his speed.But one thing he sure does have is mental toughness and agility.He has incredible stamina which is his greatest strengths can chase anything and never gives up.Even though he is weak in some departments,he overcomes them with his incredible work rate.And in the clay court all you need is stamina and agility.So Clay Court And Nadal are the perfect mix for each other.He sure is good in other courts too,he won the wimbeldon tournament 2 times most recently in 2010.He won Australian Open as well in 2009,but the most impressive record which makes him the king of clay court is that he won the French Open for a record 7 times..yes 7 times..a feat never repeated till now..!
                                                                                                                                                                     

Recently I came across showroom..nah I'm nt gonna describe it..there I saw a poor child..a beggar not able to even eat a full meal..reason it's a no brainer isn't it..? Money..!
And there i also saw a rich fat child.. Bulky whatever u call him..eating a dairy milk silk..yumm...and the worst part..throwing it half eaten..!
Then only I realized day in dis fast changing world only one thing is for sure to happen and that is "CHANGE"..!
But sadly that word doesn't seem so true fr poor people..!
In fact the harsh reality is that the rich get richer nd poor get poorer..! Nd there is no light fr them at end of tunnel..! No hope..no helping hand..!
We in fact I try to help them as much as possible but it's not a one man army..u know..!:-(
Only way to cut dis disgusting chain is ..again it's a no brainer isn't it..?
Education..
But it's easier said than done..!
We need to create awareness among poor people dat making small children work may earn them small profits today..! But nt on long term basis..!
So lets make it happen..!
And let me quote dis wonderful line of Ms Mother Teressa before signing off:

"We think that a small drop doesn't make much of a difference in a big lake..but if that drop isn't there then that lake would be without that small drop"