Yeah, I need that! Need what? Lol

by Unknown Monday, November 17, 2014 0 comments

Hahaha, in the midnight, after watching two matches on the trot, first one Sunderland and my beloved Arsenal! And the second one the El Classico! Real Madrid vs Barcelona! I'm very happy indeed! Arsenal won the match, my favourite player(well I like every arsenal player! Lol) Sanchez bagged a brace! And Barcelona a team I hate! Lost 1-3.

But hang on a second! this shit that I wrote in the beginning doesn't make any sense, or does it? Lol but actually it does! 

Since, I consider this as a good weekend! I'm in a good mood!.

My schedule just kills me off! I want to take a break but I can't! But the truth is I don't want to take a break! I hardly have an hour to spare! But i like this busy schedule! It...it makes me feel proud! Lol. Gives me a feeling...makes me feel that I'm doing something good! Makes me feel like..it reminds me of my dream! When I'll be walking..blah blah and the shit goes on! And I admire that shit! Lol (I've used that word way too many times now!) 

So my life gave me a new motivation! 

But hey! If chasing your dreams would be that easy, then everyone would be chasing their dreams rather than others  dreams! The ones who actually made it! It's...it's like being on the treatment table all the time..and you have to swallow those medicines that you don't like..but you have no other choice! Otherwise you will no longer be alive! Same thing goes here! If you can't chase your dream, you will chase others dream, and you will reach that point in your life, when you have got to keep going, wether you like it or not! Because, a small child grown up into a guy, will be a man by then! 

Since I'm happy and I'm writing a post, and because I'm happy,im wondering what has it got to do with writing a blog post and being happy? Makes no sense does it? Well yes, and no! It makes sense to me, and no sense to others! Hahahaha!  

When I'm happy I like to dance in my room, have a session with my love! And sometimes write a blog post! 

But when I'm happy, I'm not usually happy, it doesn't make any sense, but yes! I recall all the bad incidents that ever happened to me and become sad again! 

I need to find a way...find a way to become more sturdy? More focussed? Focussed on what? I need to find ways to..to feel good! I need that feel good factor back! ( I cannot play guitar all the time, even though I would like to! -_-) 

I think every teen has the same kinda problem! But again, I wanna be different than others! Blah blah blah! 

What can be my feel good factor? O yes, my love! That's the only that Im aware of as of now! Untill I find another one!( don't know what it'll be,but I'm pretty excited!)

:)