Yes, I will!

by Unknown Thursday, January 22, 2015 0 comments

Okay so these days I'm writing more blogs than I usually do! Okay no problems with that! Haha!

Sitting in the class, waiting for the next teacher to come in while listening to songs, yeah how can I forget my music! Apart from my first love,music is the thing which makes my mood better! Makes my schedule tick! Makes....makes me a bit more sturdy and focused towards my dream! And I'm listening to the female version of Pani Da Rang! My favourite song, of all the guitar songs out there! Hahaha maybe yes that's the reason  I made my first video on this song! And I kinda like female or what do you call, the the unplugged versions more than the original ones! I kinda like things which are not usually the first choice for everyone out there! I kinda like supporting the underdogs! Kinda like the things which not everyone wants to do! But I just want to be a bit more different than others! Even though It requires a bit more sacrifice! Even though it takes a tad more mental strength! I kinda like writing blogs, but only to spit out my thoughts! I kinda like doing things, but only to make myself happy! 

And maybe this is the reason I don't make friends easily! Infact maybe this is the reason I don't even have a best friend uptill now! Yeah sure I know many guys! Many girls as well! And when I say I know them... I mean..yeah In one way or another..I mean yeahh! And it makes me wonder! Sometimes makes me think I'm different from others! But most of the time makes me think, I'm a boring guy and no one wants to listen to the shitty things I talk about usually!

I usually end up talking about guitar, the songs the drum beats of various songs! I usually end up talking about football! About the gyming schedule! About various things that i usually do! 

And I even know what everyone wants to talk when they are with they are with people of their age groups! Haha yeah I know everything!( *evil laugh*)

So yeah here it goes! When a guy talks to ...let's assume a guy! What will another guy expect from him? Talk about vodka! Talk about the girl friends! "Hey bro, yesterday I had a hangout with my best friend! Man she is so cute! She'll soon be my girl friend! You know that!?"

" and we had two tequila shots, two glasses of beer! One Jack Daniels!"

And when a guy talks to...let's assume the case of girls this time! What will they expect?! 

Here is goes! 

"Hey xyz! You are looking damn gorgeous you know that?(face to face not in messages! Haha it takes some courage to compliment a girl while talking to her!) then starts to kinda argue with her in a friendly manner just to keep the conversation going! 

and the girls be like

"this guy is so friendly. I kinda like him! Yeah!"

"Let's all of us plan a hangout with him and his friends"

And what happens with me, most of the time is..something like this! 

Let's assume with guys first! My response be like, when asked about all the stuff!

" haha bro yeah, my girl friend is cool enough not to complain to me,she is so beautiful! She has a very beautiful heart! Her name is Ella(Guitar). And we also go for a date twice a week!"

And though the reaction isn't so dramatic most of the times! But I can sense the discontent in their eyes! Haha but I don't care haha!.and maybe that's one of the reasons as well! Haha but again it doesn't make any difference!

And when talking to girls this time...it goes on like!

"Hey Shrikant,what do ya do?wanna come watch a movie with us?"

And I'm like..

" yeah sure xyz! ( and I never reply back because I'm too scared!)"

"Have you ever listened to that song?(any)it's so good!" 

That's all I'm able to do! 

And sometimes maybe try to talk about other things! And I'm kinda scared to do that as well!

Since, I don't want to change myself now! If I wanted to I would have changed my personality way ago! Like when I was in 11 standard! I will marry a girl, who will be just as mad as me, and will recognise me as a person i really am not as everyone thinks I am instead! Haha!.

:)